-maybe something happened when I typed in the end of the last Post May Eighteen / May Christine
-maybe as a Gift of God. The Neighbors character Cameron Hudson. As well as meaning almost all can will to end themselves and they appear as me forever in a copy of my bedroom. With a new version of them where they were
-maybe I kicked off the final release of my miracles through him
-about 1993 I read in an Australian magazine TV Soap. Character Cameron Hudson defends a person in a Law Suit against his Aunt Pam. Or he writes a bad piece about her as a Reporter. And is ostracized by the good people of Erinsborough
-I thought when watching it his cousin Brad is revealed to have had affairs with his last 3 girlfriends. And Cameron runs off secretly at the end of an episode. Not even his name in the credits of that episode
-meant to then have a series mentality of about Australia early 1960s
-I used to think if the channel went out he would live a life of torment as a Royal figure
-but in Wikipedia entries maybe the plot went differently
-the rock shaped like AUSTRALIA / OSTRACIZED I found on the Surf beach along from where I kicked off my real and powerful miracles years later. With a friend CHRIS PILDITCH / OSTRACIZED DITCHED
-maybe what I read about the original plans was changed. But in real life it still happened
-like he was an OUTCAST. I was going to go to a Fish and Chips store but it was temporally closed. So I went to one around the corner from the home of Mills Reef Winery. Who the characters who would be in it hate me
-again saying to me there never a series made on them and there will never be a channel on them
-and my Gift of God too to him was getting the miracles shot off. Maybe soon after I came home. Or with this Post
-like I tried to give great miracles to tragic people he tried to help a maybe sad case and have it blow up in his face
-and when my final killing off masses around space. It would have completely ended him
-maybe although people set it up having me on and taking a shot at me. Still it might have been him appearing once on a Cruise I was on in 1991. Or my magic showing me this
-on that Cruise I wore black speedos that didn't look good with my fat stomach. Years later that was my DAREDEVIL costume. MATT MURDOCK / MATT MUDER DICK. I had powers like with a BATON / Revelations says The Anti-Christ rules all nations with an IRON ROD
-I was lying on a deck chair in them
-near me lying on a deck chair was a tall maybe early 20s man. Maybe meant to basically resemble Cameron Hudson
-HUD SON / BUM SON
-he had a pair of blue speedos with two large white STARS on side by side
-the SITMAR FAIRSTAR Ship
-he was talking to a woman maybe having me on
-he said I want to do as many of these CRUISES as possible
-and It's MASSIVE
-later I was standing on an upper deck with them on. The Ship was out at sea. A Helicopter flew up from behind the Ship
-after the Cruise I saw through a TRAVEL / REVELATIONS shop window a poster of the Ship with me standing in black speedos with a fat stomach in small
-maybe set up somehow. Me boasting or setting it up in speedos
-that Cruise I wanted to buy a SARONG / Island skirt. In Fiji a Taxi Driver said he would take me downtown to look for one
-I got him to turn around when he asked Would you like to spend some time with an INDIAN / ENDING girl?
-he never charged me for the ride. And I could have got in to trouble taking a Taxi ride with maybe not being able to pay for it not realizing it
-maybe that man was somehow connected to Cameron Hudson
-NEIGHBORS- like in 1985 while maybe Mentally Ill I broke windows around NEIGHBORS' houses with an axe and almost hit my grandmother MAY ELSIE AGER on the head with it
-the day I came HOME from the local Psych Ward the windows had been replaced. I was standing in my bedroom that day
-and my body vibrated and I went blind for several seconds